2/08/06

So today I decided it was time to run an entire mile without stopping. I know this sounds like nothing much to many of you, but this is really major for me. I pumped myself up all morning, checked Daniel into the childwatch, and headed for the track. I told myself, just keep running, no matter what happens....just keep running. As I was running...or I should say jogging, and listening to my music, I tried to "get into the zone". I have heard my running friends talk about the zone before, but I have never experienced it. I cannot tell you how happy I was when I lapped the walkers. It doesn't sound like much, but I swear the USC marching band was behind me cheering me on. And then it happened! I passed another runner! As I was passing her, my eyes watered, and I got goosebumps. Of course, she became inspired to run faster, thus passing me right away. Nevertheless, I was experiencing a definite HIGH. As I finished my fourth lap, I looked at my watch. It said 16:19. Wow...I ran for 16 minutes and 19 seconds straight, without stopping or dying. But on the other hand, running a mile in that time is terrible. But I tried not to dwell on the negative. As I passed by the info desk in the YMCA, I stopped (I don't know why) and asked the lady how many laps around the track equaled a mile. Every ounce of me expected her to say FOUR. But she didn't. She said THREE! Yes, that's right...I ran 1 1/3 miles in 16:19 min. And the whole time I was running I was thanking God. It felt good and it felt right. He is an awesome God, and I love Him so much.

I am thankful for...

1. Amy P. being so encouraging when I called her right after my run and told her all about it. She could have crawled 1 1/3 miles in 16:19 mins., but she was so excited for me. She is such a wonderful support and I cannot wait to go buy my running shoes with her tomorrow.

2. my neighbor feeling comfortable enough to confide in me when I asked him if everything was okay. I saw the police at their house and was concerned. It did, however, serve as a reminder that I really need to reach out to others more, especially those who live right around me.

3. Michael saying monkey, frog, watering can, butterfly, and many others words today. I am understanding him so much better now.

4. having good health insurance.

5. Daniel being such a loverbug. I have so much fun with him during the day. He is growing us so fast.

6. the good time the boys have in the bathtub every night. They kick and splash and laugh, etc... Bath time is one of my favorite times.

7. Todd being so communicative. It makes me feel good when he tells me how he is feeling and what he is experiencing at work. I am glad that he trusts me.

8. the fun conversation I had with Anu last night and Carey this afternoon. I am so lucky to have them in my life. They both inspire me to be a better person, and I love them so much.

9. having godly friends who are focused on doing God's will in their lives.

10. this quiet time at the end of the day.