"So Joseph also went up from the town of Nazareth in Galilee to Judea, to Bethlehem the town of David, because he belonged to the house and line of David. He went there to register with Mary, who was pledged to be married to him and was expecting a child. While they were there, the time came for the baby to be born, and she gave birth to her firstborn, a son. She wrapped him in cloths and placed him in a manger, because there was no room for them in the inn" Luke 2:4-7.
The meager beginnings of Christ always amaze me. How could someone who was born to a pregnant teenager and her fiance, who was NOT the father, in a barn no less and in a town far away from their home, stand the test of time? Most people, with the exception of some truly great people, are forgotten soon after they die. Unfortunately, there are even some people who are not even remembered by others while they are alive. But here, in the second chapter of Luke, we are told of the very humble birth of the Savior of the world, the King of the Jews.
When I think of a savior, big muscles and a grand palace come to mind. Also, I imagine a savior would have an incredible army and financial security to protect his people in any circumstance. I guess I could go on and on about how powerful he would be, and how he would have a certain charm about him that would capture even the most skeptic of minds. It is a good thing I wasn't in charge.
The more I read God's word, I realize that my idea of a savior pales in comparison with what Jesus was and IS. Instead of giving me what was popular, God gave me what is permanent. The reason why Christ has stood the test of time is because He IS. He is the beginning and the end (Revelation 22:13). He has been and always will be. I am so glad that my life is grounded in Him now and continues to grow in Him daily. I know that even when I blow it, and that happens regularly, my weaknesses and faults are washed away by His perfection. My life in Christ is the best gift I have ever received!
Merry Christmas everybody...and Happy Birthday Jesus!
I am thankful for...
1. the promise of salvation offered by the acceptance of Christ...I know this has made my list before, but I am just so thankful for it.
2. the peaceful feeling I get when I think about the birth of Christ. If I could go back in time, I would be one of the shepherds.
3. Anu getting my boys, and me and Todd, so many wonderful Christmas presents. She didn't even sign her name to the packages...instead she signed Santa.
4. getting to spend so much time with Carey, Steve, and James.
5. knowing that even though I can't be with my Fitzpatrick family this Christmas, they are all healthy, except for my mom who is fighting a nasty bug right now, and happy in California.
6. yummy fudge.
7. Todd making a wonderful spaghetti dinner.
8. Daniel being such a good boy today, even though he didn't get a nap.
9. the fun time Michael and I have going for our mile walk around the neighborhood.
10. seeing nativity scenes when I drive around town.
Sunday, December 25, 2005
Saturday, December 24, 2005
Ecclesiastes 9:7
"Go, eat your food with gladness, and drink your wine with a joyful heart, for it is now that God favors what you do" Ecclesiastes 9:7.
Being with family is a blessing. Good food, good times, good wine, good shopping, good memories, and thankfully, so far, good kids. I am blessed. For so many poeple, going home to family is a stressful chore, but not for me. Whether we are in Stongsville, OH, or Simi Valley, CA, Todd and I are always very thankful.
Today I have a guest speaker. My wonderful sister-in-law, Carey, is going to share with us 10 things that SHE is thankful for...
1. healthy, sleeping baby James.
2. Christmas morning.
3. my husband, Steve, who drove me to Ohio.
4. hazelnut lattes.
5. fleece jackets.
6. working from home part-time.
7. bears.
8. my beautiful sister-in-law, Amy.
9. everybody's safe travels to Ohio.
10. my first Christmas with Steve as a parent to James.
And now for me...I am thankful for...
1. seeing and spending time with lots of family members.
2. watching Daniel jump around in his pack-n-play.
3. listening to Uncle Rich teach Michael how to bowl.
4. the sound of a fire crackling in the fireplace.
5. Michael trying to speak Spanish.
6. going to bed at 8:15 last night.
7. wearing a new shirt today.
8. Christmas stockings.
9. Todd babysitting the boys while the women went out to lunch.
10. the promise of Christ's return for his bride.
Being with family is a blessing. Good food, good times, good wine, good shopping, good memories, and thankfully, so far, good kids. I am blessed. For so many poeple, going home to family is a stressful chore, but not for me. Whether we are in Stongsville, OH, or Simi Valley, CA, Todd and I are always very thankful.
Today I have a guest speaker. My wonderful sister-in-law, Carey, is going to share with us 10 things that SHE is thankful for...
1. healthy, sleeping baby James.
2. Christmas morning.
3. my husband, Steve, who drove me to Ohio.
4. hazelnut lattes.
5. fleece jackets.
6. working from home part-time.
7. bears.
8. my beautiful sister-in-law, Amy.
9. everybody's safe travels to Ohio.
10. my first Christmas with Steve as a parent to James.
And now for me...I am thankful for...
1. seeing and spending time with lots of family members.
2. watching Daniel jump around in his pack-n-play.
3. listening to Uncle Rich teach Michael how to bowl.
4. the sound of a fire crackling in the fireplace.
5. Michael trying to speak Spanish.
6. going to bed at 8:15 last night.
7. wearing a new shirt today.
8. Christmas stockings.
9. Todd babysitting the boys while the women went out to lunch.
10. the promise of Christ's return for his bride.
Thursday, December 22, 2005
Ephesians 5:21
"Submit to one another out of reverence for Christ," Ephesians 5:21.
Do you ever notice how this instruction can be both easy and difficult depending on the person or circumstance? I often find it very matter of fact to submit to others, especially since it is a life-style change I have been practicing. Circumstances that would have ruffled my feathers a few years ago (or even a few months ago) no longer pose a challenge because I have learned to submit to others....out of revernence for Christ. The second part of the verse is key for me. There is no way I would be able to do some of the things I do with a loving and patient heart if it wasn't for my desire to revere Christ. I say this and at the same time recognize that I still have a long way to go, but as long as the "going" is Christ-centered, I'll do just fine.
There are those situations, however, where submission seems impossible. Do you know what I mean? I can feel them coming on weeks before they even come to fruition. I have learned that with God, easy doesn't cut it. He wants us to sweat. God wants me to submit in the impossible situations....out of reverence for His Son. I need to start praying about these situations long before their time. I need to remember to turn it over to God and submit, just as He has commanded me. How many times do I need to be reminded of this? Please remember me in your prayers as I learn to submit during the difficult times.
I am thankful for...
1. the wonderful family God has provided me, both the Abbotts and the Fitzpatricks.
2. seeing the Eessalu family tonight.
3. a safe trip to Cleveland.
4. Mark, Sarah, and Ben sending brownies!
5. seeing Jason today during our trip to Cleveland.
6. beautiful traveling weather.
7. my sweet nephew, James, who is so sweet and cheeky!
8. Todd and Carey doing all of the dishes.
9. Michael's super-cute interest in dogs.
10. little Daniel, who was so good today in the car! He is such a trooper!
Do you ever notice how this instruction can be both easy and difficult depending on the person or circumstance? I often find it very matter of fact to submit to others, especially since it is a life-style change I have been practicing. Circumstances that would have ruffled my feathers a few years ago (or even a few months ago) no longer pose a challenge because I have learned to submit to others....out of revernence for Christ. The second part of the verse is key for me. There is no way I would be able to do some of the things I do with a loving and patient heart if it wasn't for my desire to revere Christ. I say this and at the same time recognize that I still have a long way to go, but as long as the "going" is Christ-centered, I'll do just fine.
There are those situations, however, where submission seems impossible. Do you know what I mean? I can feel them coming on weeks before they even come to fruition. I have learned that with God, easy doesn't cut it. He wants us to sweat. God wants me to submit in the impossible situations....out of reverence for His Son. I need to start praying about these situations long before their time. I need to remember to turn it over to God and submit, just as He has commanded me. How many times do I need to be reminded of this? Please remember me in your prayers as I learn to submit during the difficult times.
I am thankful for...
1. the wonderful family God has provided me, both the Abbotts and the Fitzpatricks.
2. seeing the Eessalu family tonight.
3. a safe trip to Cleveland.
4. Mark, Sarah, and Ben sending brownies!
5. seeing Jason today during our trip to Cleveland.
6. beautiful traveling weather.
7. my sweet nephew, James, who is so sweet and cheeky!
8. Todd and Carey doing all of the dishes.
9. Michael's super-cute interest in dogs.
10. little Daniel, who was so good today in the car! He is such a trooper!
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Psalm 100:4
"Enter his gates with thanksgiving and his courts with praise; give thanks to him and praise his name" Psalm 100:4.
I am thankful for...
1. the wonderful nap this afternoon.
2. all of the kisses Michael has given me.
3. how Daniel lights up when I enter the room.
4. Todd working hard so that we can stay home and play.
5. Play with Me Sesame.
6. our nice van (especially because we will be in it for 10+ hours)
7. Michael being good while we wer at the mall.
8. deciding not to wait in the Santa line.
9. clean laundry
10. Daniel smiling when Michael kisses him.
I am thankful for...
1. the wonderful nap this afternoon.
2. all of the kisses Michael has given me.
3. how Daniel lights up when I enter the room.
4. Todd working hard so that we can stay home and play.
5. Play with Me Sesame.
6. our nice van (especially because we will be in it for 10+ hours)
7. Michael being good while we wer at the mall.
8. deciding not to wait in the Santa line.
9. clean laundry
10. Daniel smiling when Michael kisses him.
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
James 5:16
"Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous man is powerful and effective" James 5:16.
I really like this verse. It is one of my favorites because it reminds me that our prayers do matter, and that they can be powerful and effective. I imagine there are many people who do not believe in the strength of prayer, seeing it as a pacifier or crutch for the person who is praying. That kind of thinking is contrary to God's word, and therefore false, since God's word is truth.
I also like this verse because it convicts my spirit. It doesn't say, "the prayer of anyone is powerful and effective," but rather the prayer of a righteous man. I find this to be rather limiting, however, once again, God gives us the key for success in the previous sentence. By confessing our sins to each other and praying for each other we become healed. It is then that we are righteous and our prayers are powerful and effective.
This verse became very real to me yesterday when I was looking around at my messy house. The Christmas decorations were no longer pretty, but cluttery, and the tree had dropped a lot of needles. There was also a layer of dust on everything and I really needed to run the sweeper. As I started to clean, I realized it wouldn't make much of a difference because the clutter and needles would still be there. The only way my cleaning would be effective was if I got rid of the junk. And that is what I did. On December 19, I took down and packed away all of the decorations and threw out the tree (and that was heavy!). It was then that I could see the fruits of my labor.
I think the same is true with prayer. Paul says that we have to confess and get rid of the junk in our lives in order for our prayers to be powerful and effective. And if you are anything like me, this cleaning process, both of house and soul, needs to happen on a daily basis!
I am thankful for...
1. Todd going to the market on his way home last night.
2. all of the Christmas cards we got today.
3. Daniel taking 2 long naps today.
4. the car unlocking itself after I locked the keys and babies inside while it was running.
5. beautiful sunshine.
6. God's gentle reminder that my prayers do matter and that He wants to have a relationship with me.
7. Michael playing with Andon today.
8. sharing a quick conversation with my neighbors today.
9. talking with Cassie about "family matters".
10. the smell of Butternut squash steaming on the stove. It will be made into Daniel food. YUM!
I really like this verse. It is one of my favorites because it reminds me that our prayers do matter, and that they can be powerful and effective. I imagine there are many people who do not believe in the strength of prayer, seeing it as a pacifier or crutch for the person who is praying. That kind of thinking is contrary to God's word, and therefore false, since God's word is truth.
I also like this verse because it convicts my spirit. It doesn't say, "the prayer of anyone is powerful and effective," but rather the prayer of a righteous man. I find this to be rather limiting, however, once again, God gives us the key for success in the previous sentence. By confessing our sins to each other and praying for each other we become healed. It is then that we are righteous and our prayers are powerful and effective.
This verse became very real to me yesterday when I was looking around at my messy house. The Christmas decorations were no longer pretty, but cluttery, and the tree had dropped a lot of needles. There was also a layer of dust on everything and I really needed to run the sweeper. As I started to clean, I realized it wouldn't make much of a difference because the clutter and needles would still be there. The only way my cleaning would be effective was if I got rid of the junk. And that is what I did. On December 19, I took down and packed away all of the decorations and threw out the tree (and that was heavy!). It was then that I could see the fruits of my labor.
I think the same is true with prayer. Paul says that we have to confess and get rid of the junk in our lives in order for our prayers to be powerful and effective. And if you are anything like me, this cleaning process, both of house and soul, needs to happen on a daily basis!
I am thankful for...
1. Todd going to the market on his way home last night.
2. all of the Christmas cards we got today.
3. Daniel taking 2 long naps today.
4. the car unlocking itself after I locked the keys and babies inside while it was running.
5. beautiful sunshine.
6. God's gentle reminder that my prayers do matter and that He wants to have a relationship with me.
7. Michael playing with Andon today.
8. sharing a quick conversation with my neighbors today.
9. talking with Cassie about "family matters".
10. the smell of Butternut squash steaming on the stove. It will be made into Daniel food. YUM!
Monday, December 19, 2005
Psalm 118:28
"You are my God, and I will give you thanks; you are my God, and I will exalt you" Psalm 118:28.
There is just so much for which to be thankful, I could go on and on. I'm especially thankful for the wonderful nap I took this afternoon. This morning I brought Michael to school, stayed for his Christmas program, attended a lovely tea, picked Michael up from school, brought the boys home, and put them both down for a nap. It was then that I had a "critical" decision to make. To nap or not to nap. My house was on its way to becoming annoyingly messy, however I really wanted to let my body, spirit and mind rest. The 1 1/2 hour nap won!
I love napping! I love climbing into bed, resting my head on the pillow, and talking to God as I journey off. And that IS what I do, and I think that is why I like napping so much. A good nap is a true gift from God for me. It refreshes and renews me. I feel strengthened, and my patience has been replenished.
Now you may ask, how do you get all of your tasks and chores done if you are napping all the time? My answer...it's a God thing. After my nap, I cleaned, took down the Christmas tree, lights, ornaments, and all of the decorations (that story is for tomorrow!). After that, I fed the boys, bathed them, put them to bed, continued cleaning, made dinner, did the dishes, and wrote this blog. I recognize this is nothing compared to other women, but I don't compare myself. Instead, I say, "Thanks for the nap Lord....and thanks for streching out my time in the remainder of the day."
I am thankful for...
1. sitting on the couch with Todd and listening to the Maroon 5 concert on TV.
2. sitting around the table this morning with my friends enjoying tea, and sharing what a "dream day" would entail.
3. my adorable Daniel, who was so good today...he lows my mind!
4. watching Michael in his Christmas program this morning...maybe next year he'll stand in his spot and actually sing.
5. Todd having a good day at work.
6. an almost clean house...does anybody do bathrooms?
7. Jason, who call with "religious" questions...keeps me on my toes.
8. skyline chili and hotdogs.
9. watching Michael mature into a little boy.
10. having friends who love and exalt the Lord. They serve as wonderful examples of focused living. Thank you!
There is just so much for which to be thankful, I could go on and on. I'm especially thankful for the wonderful nap I took this afternoon. This morning I brought Michael to school, stayed for his Christmas program, attended a lovely tea, picked Michael up from school, brought the boys home, and put them both down for a nap. It was then that I had a "critical" decision to make. To nap or not to nap. My house was on its way to becoming annoyingly messy, however I really wanted to let my body, spirit and mind rest. The 1 1/2 hour nap won!
I love napping! I love climbing into bed, resting my head on the pillow, and talking to God as I journey off. And that IS what I do, and I think that is why I like napping so much. A good nap is a true gift from God for me. It refreshes and renews me. I feel strengthened, and my patience has been replenished.
Now you may ask, how do you get all of your tasks and chores done if you are napping all the time? My answer...it's a God thing. After my nap, I cleaned, took down the Christmas tree, lights, ornaments, and all of the decorations (that story is for tomorrow!). After that, I fed the boys, bathed them, put them to bed, continued cleaning, made dinner, did the dishes, and wrote this blog. I recognize this is nothing compared to other women, but I don't compare myself. Instead, I say, "Thanks for the nap Lord....and thanks for streching out my time in the remainder of the day."
I am thankful for...
1. sitting on the couch with Todd and listening to the Maroon 5 concert on TV.
2. sitting around the table this morning with my friends enjoying tea, and sharing what a "dream day" would entail.
3. my adorable Daniel, who was so good today...he lows my mind!
4. watching Michael in his Christmas program this morning...maybe next year he'll stand in his spot and actually sing.
5. Todd having a good day at work.
6. an almost clean house...does anybody do bathrooms?
7. Jason, who call with "religious" questions...keeps me on my toes.
8. skyline chili and hotdogs.
9. watching Michael mature into a little boy.
10. having friends who love and exalt the Lord. They serve as wonderful examples of focused living. Thank you!
Sunday, December 18, 2005
1 Chronicles 29:22
"They ate and drank with great joy in the presence of the LORD that day" 1 Chronicles 29:22.
Todd and I are blessed with a wonderful and loving small group bible study. We meet with them every other week for fellowship and study. We always have such a fun time. Tonight we had our Christmas "party". The only thing I would have added was we should have gathered around and read from the bible about the birth of our Lord. I reminded my students today at Sunday school to not forget about "the reason for the season" and tonight I forgot. Please forgive me Lord :).
Thank you, small group friends, for you companionship, prayers, and love. We look forward to "running the race" (Philippians 3:14) with you in 2006.
I am thankful for...
1. Carey, Steve, and James arriving safely in Cleveland after a long drive from CT.
2. watching how fun Michael is with other kids.
3. Michelle having so much fun with Daniel.
4. my 4 great Sunday school students.
5. heavy appetizers!!!
6. the beautiful, yet very spooky-looking, moon tonight.
7. digital pictures.
8. knowing that my California family got together tonight to celebrate Christmas and the birth of Jesus.
9. Lampoons Christmas vacation.
10. Todd's humor...I love that he makes me laugh, giggle, smile, etc...
Saturday, December 17, 2005
2 Timothy 4:2
"Preach the Word; be prepared in season and out of season; correct, rebuke and encourage—with great patience and careful instruction" 2 Timothy 4:2.
Last night Todd and smiled as we celebrated the prospect of sleeping in this morning. Todd didn't have school or any other commitments, and my schedule was also free. We were hoping the boys would sleep until about 7, maybe 8. Then our plan was to bring them into our room, turn on Seseme Street and doze a little longer. I always find it interesting how we get so excited about the plans that we make, only to see them drastically change. It is a good thing we were ready.
At 7:30 this morning, Todd's cell phone rang, but he couldn't get to it in time. As he was checking the voicemail, it rang again. Todd answered it and heard our friend Cheryl crying on the other end. Apparently her husband and their four children had gotten into a car accident on their way to the donut shop. She was at the scene, he had been taken away by ambulance, and she needed help. NOW! I immediately called my neighbor, who also has four kids the same age (thus having appropriate car seats), borrowed her van, and sped off to the scene. On my way there, I called a different friend to get directions. Todd grabbed the boys and headed for Cheryl's house.
Cheryl was relieved to see me pull up, ready to transport all of her kids to safety. I followed her back to her house, gave her a big hug, and let her know we would be able to help if she needed us the rest of the day. Her husband called us later in the day to let us know that while he was banged up and had a broken rib, he was alright and very appreciative of our help.
The point of the story is we need to be prepared, both when the times are good and when they are difficult. It is a lot easier to be prepared when the weather is nice, the wallet is full of cash, relationships are flourishing, all of your needs are met, etc... However, it is not as easy when you are facing life's toubles head on. Either way, though, we need to be prepared both for the "unexpected car crash".
There have been many times when I have been out of season and unprepared. It is unfortunate that I was not ready to do God's work. God could have used me in so many ways if I had only been focused and attentive. What about you? Are you prepared? Are you ready to get up and go at a moment's notice?
I am thankful for...
1. my family getting together at my mom and dad's house for a big Christmas celebration...we=ish we could have been there.
2. my neighbor letting me use her van.
3. Amy telling me where Marvin and Ardrey Kell intersect.
4. Todd making super nachos for dinner.
5. God granted me a spirit of contentment during this possible hectic time of year. I am amazed at what I manage to accomplish with relative ease.
6. cell phones.
7. that Ron is okay.
8. sleeping boys.
9. Saturday nights with Todd.
10. peaceful feelings.
Last night Todd and smiled as we celebrated the prospect of sleeping in this morning. Todd didn't have school or any other commitments, and my schedule was also free. We were hoping the boys would sleep until about 7, maybe 8. Then our plan was to bring them into our room, turn on Seseme Street and doze a little longer. I always find it interesting how we get so excited about the plans that we make, only to see them drastically change. It is a good thing we were ready.
At 7:30 this morning, Todd's cell phone rang, but he couldn't get to it in time. As he was checking the voicemail, it rang again. Todd answered it and heard our friend Cheryl crying on the other end. Apparently her husband and their four children had gotten into a car accident on their way to the donut shop. She was at the scene, he had been taken away by ambulance, and she needed help. NOW! I immediately called my neighbor, who also has four kids the same age (thus having appropriate car seats), borrowed her van, and sped off to the scene. On my way there, I called a different friend to get directions. Todd grabbed the boys and headed for Cheryl's house.
Cheryl was relieved to see me pull up, ready to transport all of her kids to safety. I followed her back to her house, gave her a big hug, and let her know we would be able to help if she needed us the rest of the day. Her husband called us later in the day to let us know that while he was banged up and had a broken rib, he was alright and very appreciative of our help.
The point of the story is we need to be prepared, both when the times are good and when they are difficult. It is a lot easier to be prepared when the weather is nice, the wallet is full of cash, relationships are flourishing, all of your needs are met, etc... However, it is not as easy when you are facing life's toubles head on. Either way, though, we need to be prepared both for the "unexpected car crash".
There have been many times when I have been out of season and unprepared. It is unfortunate that I was not ready to do God's work. God could have used me in so many ways if I had only been focused and attentive. What about you? Are you prepared? Are you ready to get up and go at a moment's notice?
I am thankful for...
1. my family getting together at my mom and dad's house for a big Christmas celebration...we=ish we could have been there.
2. my neighbor letting me use her van.
3. Amy telling me where Marvin and Ardrey Kell intersect.
4. Todd making super nachos for dinner.
5. God granted me a spirit of contentment during this possible hectic time of year. I am amazed at what I manage to accomplish with relative ease.
6. cell phones.
7. that Ron is okay.
8. sleeping boys.
9. Saturday nights with Todd.
10. peaceful feelings.
Friday, December 16, 2005
John 11:35
"Jesus wept" John 11:35
Last night, I wept. For those of you who know me, you know I seldom cry, let alone weep. Subtle as it may be, there is a difference between crying and weeping. I looked up the words in the Merriam-Webster on-line dictionary and learned the following. The definitions for CRY include:
1 : to call loudly
2 : to shed tears often noisily
3 : to utter a characteristic sound or call
and the definitions for WEEP include:
1 : to express deep sorrow for usually by shedding tears
2 : to pour forth (tears) from the eyes
3 : to express passion (as grief) by shedding tears
Now I have been known to call loudly, shed tears noisily, and utter characteristic sounds and calls, but last night I was expressing deep sorrow by shedding tears. I was surely weeping. This came about because I learned some painful news about an out of state friend who is currently going through a very difficult time. It is unnecessary for me to be specific, however I will say that my heart literally pains. Have you ever experienced your heart hurt (and not because you over-exercised!)? It is a very lonely and desperate experience.
I take comfort in knowing that my Lord knows exactly what it feels like to weep. Christ embraced the humanity of weeping when his friend, Lazarus, died. His fellow Jews could see how much He loved Lazarus by the emotions He he reflected. As I was dealing with my emotions last night, I was reminded of Jesus. I was not alone, Jesus was weeping with me. However, there was no need to despair because the creator of life has a plan (Jeremiah 29:11).
After Jesus wept over the death of Lazarus, He called him back to life. The grave clothes were removed and life was restored. I have no doubt the same can and will happen for my friend. At this very moment, Jesus is calling her back to "life" and He is waiting to remove her "grave clothes".
Is Jesus waiting to do the same in your life?
I am thankful for...
1. Melanie Chitwood.
2. having a coffee break with my friend Kristin.
3. Daniel being so good while I was having coffee.
4. my neighbor watching Michael while I ran errands.
5. Todd's last day of class.
6. being able to have silly conversations with my sister-in-law Carey. We have so much fun talking about totally ridiculous things. I love her so much!
7. my washer and dryer.
8. my gingerbread man socks that make me smile every time I wear them.
9. beautiful weather today.
10. God loving me so much that He became human and knows exactly I how I feel when I am sad, mad, confused, hurt, happy, etc...He knows....He always knows.
Last night, I wept. For those of you who know me, you know I seldom cry, let alone weep. Subtle as it may be, there is a difference between crying and weeping. I looked up the words in the Merriam-Webster on-line dictionary and learned the following. The definitions for CRY include:
1 : to call loudly
2 : to shed tears often noisily
3 : to utter a characteristic sound or call
and the definitions for WEEP include:
1 : to express deep sorrow for usually by shedding tears
2 : to pour forth (tears) from the eyes
3 : to express passion (as grief) by shedding tears
Now I have been known to call loudly, shed tears noisily, and utter characteristic sounds and calls, but last night I was expressing deep sorrow by shedding tears. I was surely weeping. This came about because I learned some painful news about an out of state friend who is currently going through a very difficult time. It is unnecessary for me to be specific, however I will say that my heart literally pains. Have you ever experienced your heart hurt (and not because you over-exercised!)? It is a very lonely and desperate experience.
I take comfort in knowing that my Lord knows exactly what it feels like to weep. Christ embraced the humanity of weeping when his friend, Lazarus, died. His fellow Jews could see how much He loved Lazarus by the emotions He he reflected. As I was dealing with my emotions last night, I was reminded of Jesus. I was not alone, Jesus was weeping with me. However, there was no need to despair because the creator of life has a plan (Jeremiah 29:11).
After Jesus wept over the death of Lazarus, He called him back to life. The grave clothes were removed and life was restored. I have no doubt the same can and will happen for my friend. At this very moment, Jesus is calling her back to "life" and He is waiting to remove her "grave clothes".
Is Jesus waiting to do the same in your life?
I am thankful for...
1. Melanie Chitwood.
2. having a coffee break with my friend Kristin.
3. Daniel being so good while I was having coffee.
4. my neighbor watching Michael while I ran errands.
5. Todd's last day of class.
6. being able to have silly conversations with my sister-in-law Carey. We have so much fun talking about totally ridiculous things. I love her so much!
7. my washer and dryer.
8. my gingerbread man socks that make me smile every time I wear them.
9. beautiful weather today.
10. God loving me so much that He became human and knows exactly I how I feel when I am sad, mad, confused, hurt, happy, etc...He knows....He always knows.
Thursday, December 15, 2005
Jeremiah 23:24
"Can anyone hide in secret places so that I cannot see him?" declares the LORD. "Do not I fill heaven and earth?" declares the LORD" Jeremiah 23:24.
Have you ever wanted to be "a fly on the wall"? I have. I would love to be a fly on the wall in Michael's preschool class. I can only imagine what I would see. And I 'd like to see what Todd is like when he is alone with the boys. Thinking about it makes me smile. There are some people who live transparant lives, meaning what you see on the outside is very reflective of how they live behind closed doors. Yet, others live very foggy lives. It is only when a secret is revealed that you really learn something about the life they have been living.
I was reflecting on this as I waited in the van for Michael's speech lesson to finish. What would people say about my life? What would the Lord say about my life? All of my thoughts, actions, desires, etc...are seen by the Lord. He is the fly on the wall in my life, and yours. People can hide from others in secret places, but no one can hide from the Lord. At first this can be a little disturbing, but for someone who loves the Lord, this truth is refreshing.
Remaining in hiding is difficult and painful. It can be physically and emotionally exhausting. Yet, despite the drawbacks, most people are in their "secret places" most of the time. I rejoice in knowing that the Lord sees me when I am in my secret place. His arms strech out to me. The creator of heaven and earth wants to lift me out of hiding and bring me into the light (1 Peter 2:9). And He wants to do the same for you.
Do you live a transparent life or are you stuck in the fog? Either way, the Lord is there with you, and me.
I am thankful for...
1. God being present with me at all times, even when it seems least likely for Him to be there.
2. the improvement in Michael's speech.
3. Daniel's silly attempts at talking.
4. my comfy bedspread.
5. the safe drive through the bad weather this morning.
6. the present under the tree with my name on it.
7. having dinner already prepared...mmmm lasagna...again
8. Todd getting the boys this morning and making the bed.
9. anti-lock breaks
10. the families in our church that have adopted kids. What an amazing sacrifice and gift of love that is.
Have you ever wanted to be "a fly on the wall"? I have. I would love to be a fly on the wall in Michael's preschool class. I can only imagine what I would see. And I 'd like to see what Todd is like when he is alone with the boys. Thinking about it makes me smile. There are some people who live transparant lives, meaning what you see on the outside is very reflective of how they live behind closed doors. Yet, others live very foggy lives. It is only when a secret is revealed that you really learn something about the life they have been living.
I was reflecting on this as I waited in the van for Michael's speech lesson to finish. What would people say about my life? What would the Lord say about my life? All of my thoughts, actions, desires, etc...are seen by the Lord. He is the fly on the wall in my life, and yours. People can hide from others in secret places, but no one can hide from the Lord. At first this can be a little disturbing, but for someone who loves the Lord, this truth is refreshing.
Remaining in hiding is difficult and painful. It can be physically and emotionally exhausting. Yet, despite the drawbacks, most people are in their "secret places" most of the time. I rejoice in knowing that the Lord sees me when I am in my secret place. His arms strech out to me. The creator of heaven and earth wants to lift me out of hiding and bring me into the light (1 Peter 2:9). And He wants to do the same for you.
Do you live a transparent life or are you stuck in the fog? Either way, the Lord is there with you, and me.
I am thankful for...
1. God being present with me at all times, even when it seems least likely for Him to be there.
2. the improvement in Michael's speech.
3. Daniel's silly attempts at talking.
4. my comfy bedspread.
5. the safe drive through the bad weather this morning.
6. the present under the tree with my name on it.
7. having dinner already prepared...mmmm lasagna...again
8. Todd getting the boys this morning and making the bed.
9. anti-lock breaks
10. the families in our church that have adopted kids. What an amazing sacrifice and gift of love that is.
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
Proverbs 27:9
"Perfume and incense bring joy to the heart, and the pleasantness of one's friend springs from his earnest counsel" Proverbs 27:9.
There are some people who are blessed by maintaining friendships with people from their youth. For example, my brother has impressive relationships with a group of guys from his grammar school days. They still get together, many of them now with wives and children of their own, and they include each other in their lives. I fondly respect the friendship he has with these boys (now men). I remember them when they were in first grade, running around on the soccer fields. Of course that seems like yesterday!
I, on the other hand, do not have a core group like my brother. Perhaps it is because I have moved so many times. Also, my mom encouraged me to grow close with Christ, because Christ is constant and gilrfriends can be fickle. Now don't get me wrong, I have friends with whom I keep in contact, like Cindy, my kindergarten friend. We email every now and then. And my friend Cassie from Virginia; it doesn't take long for us to catch up. My cousin Karrie is a dear and trusted friend, and my sisters-in-law, Carey and Sarah, are considered true sisters in my heart. And Todd is my best friend!
But it was our move to Charlotte that brought a wonderful and true friendship. My friendship with Amy Parrott blossomed a little of a year ago over lunch at Chick-fil-A. Over the past months, she has reminded me of the importance of having "girl"friends and has encouraged me to foster relationships with other women.
We were talking about our friendship today, and how it has effected our lives. I am happy to know that I have positively influenced her life, because I know she has blessed mine. Not only is she, "perfume and incense [that] bring joy to [my] heart," but even more importantly, "the pleasantness of [her] springs from [her] earnest counsel." It took me 30 years, but I now have a friend who brings joy to my heart and sharpens me both in matters of life and spirit. What a true blessing and definitely something for which to be thankful!
I am thankful for...
1. God's gift of friendship.
2. Michael and Daniel sleeping 12 hours at nighttime now!
3. Caden being so much fun when he comes over to play.
4. my friend Jason, who has been a blessing in my life for over 10 years. That's right Jason, you are a gift from God :)
5. yummy blueberry muffins.
6. my mom and dad teaching me the love of Christ at a very young age.
7. Todd only having one more grad class this semester.
8. the extended hours at the post office.
9. being rested and healthy.
10. my wonderful neighbor friends, Jennifer and Laura.
There are some people who are blessed by maintaining friendships with people from their youth. For example, my brother has impressive relationships with a group of guys from his grammar school days. They still get together, many of them now with wives and children of their own, and they include each other in their lives. I fondly respect the friendship he has with these boys (now men). I remember them when they were in first grade, running around on the soccer fields. Of course that seems like yesterday!
I, on the other hand, do not have a core group like my brother. Perhaps it is because I have moved so many times. Also, my mom encouraged me to grow close with Christ, because Christ is constant and gilrfriends can be fickle. Now don't get me wrong, I have friends with whom I keep in contact, like Cindy, my kindergarten friend. We email every now and then. And my friend Cassie from Virginia; it doesn't take long for us to catch up. My cousin Karrie is a dear and trusted friend, and my sisters-in-law, Carey and Sarah, are considered true sisters in my heart. And Todd is my best friend!
But it was our move to Charlotte that brought a wonderful and true friendship. My friendship with Amy Parrott blossomed a little of a year ago over lunch at Chick-fil-A. Over the past months, she has reminded me of the importance of having "girl"friends and has encouraged me to foster relationships with other women.
We were talking about our friendship today, and how it has effected our lives. I am happy to know that I have positively influenced her life, because I know she has blessed mine. Not only is she, "perfume and incense [that] bring joy to [my] heart," but even more importantly, "the pleasantness of [her] springs from [her] earnest counsel." It took me 30 years, but I now have a friend who brings joy to my heart and sharpens me both in matters of life and spirit. What a true blessing and definitely something for which to be thankful!
I am thankful for...
1. God's gift of friendship.
2. Michael and Daniel sleeping 12 hours at nighttime now!
3. Caden being so much fun when he comes over to play.
4. my friend Jason, who has been a blessing in my life for over 10 years. That's right Jason, you are a gift from God :)
5. yummy blueberry muffins.
6. my mom and dad teaching me the love of Christ at a very young age.
7. Todd only having one more grad class this semester.
8. the extended hours at the post office.
9. being rested and healthy.
10. my wonderful neighbor friends, Jennifer and Laura.
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
Psalm 119:16
"I delight in your decrees; I will not neglect your word." Psalm 119:16
Tomorrow, my friend, Amy, is coming over and we are going to review some of the scripture we have been memorizing. We purposely pick verses that currently apply to our lives which we can use as guidelines for Christian living. Since we have started, I have noticed a change in how I have been thinking and acting (of course, non-Christian living seems to make its way into my life on a regular basis, but that is another topic entirely :) A while ago, we decided to memorize Psalm 119:11-16, which says:
11 I have hidden your word in my heart
that I might not sin against you.
Tomorrow, my friend, Amy, is coming over and we are going to review some of the scripture we have been memorizing. We purposely pick verses that currently apply to our lives which we can use as guidelines for Christian living. Since we have started, I have noticed a change in how I have been thinking and acting (of course, non-Christian living seems to make its way into my life on a regular basis, but that is another topic entirely :) A while ago, we decided to memorize Psalm 119:11-16, which says:
11 I have hidden your word in my heart
that I might not sin against you.
12 Praise be to you, O LORD;
teach me your decrees.
13 With my lips I recount
all the laws that come from your mouth.
14 I rejoice in following your statutes
as one rejoices in great riches.
15 I meditate on your precepts
and consider your ways.
16 I delight in your decrees;
I will not neglect your word.
Verse 16 struck a cord with me today as I was reading my scripture journal, waiting for Michael to be finished with speech class. Do I really "delight in [God's] decrees"? Okay, maybe some of them, and I might even say a lot of them, but ALL of them? Yikes! I am not so sure about all of them. What about the decree that says, " 'Do not seek revenge or bear a grudge against one of your people, but love your neighbor as yourself. I am the LORD" (Leviticus 19:18) I am a super grudge bearer, and does neighbor include mean people who cut me off of the road, family members who have let me down, friends that don't call, etc... (I recognize, sadly, that I have been these people in other people's lives!)?
And what about the part that says, "I will not neglect your word"? I read my bible more now than ever before, however I am still guilty of neglecting His word.
I could go on and on about this...but I won't. Once again, God provides a solution to the whole "delighting in His decrees and neglecting His word" problem. The answer is clear and right in front of my face. Could it be that if I just reverse the verses...hmm...What if I stopped neglecting His word, and instead, embraced His word into every aspect of life? Would I then begin to delight in all, and I mean every single one, of His decrees? I think we all know the answer. God always provides a solution, escape, way out...whatever we need. And that answer can always be found in His holy word. I encourage everyone to start meditating on and memorizing God's word. It will change your life!
I am thankful for...
1. having Amy, who continually "sharpens" me. (Proverbs 27:17)
2. Todd, who works hard and maintains great integrity.
3. the great pictures my sisters-in-law send me of my nephews, James and Benjamin.
4. be given God's word, so that I can "meditate on His precepts".
5. finding a babysitter.
6. having a very relaxed schedule which makes it possible for me to fill in here and there as people need me.
7. Louis Armstrong...great music.
8. Michael's haircut looking really cute.
9. Pizza Hut
10. having fun making Daniel's food.
Monday, December 12, 2005
Luke 2:11
"Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is Christ the Lord" Luke 2:11.
On Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays Michael goes to nursey school for a couple of hours, leaving time for Daniel and me to share together. I love this time with my little one. Most of the time is spent napping (and that goes for the both of us on some days!) However, during our "active play" time, we like to roll around on the floor, practice crawling, listen to music, and play with new grab toys. This morning I especially enjoyed the time we had together rocking in the chair right before I put him down for his nappy. I was talking with him about Christmas and why it is so important. I was telling him about Jesus and what He did for us so many years ago...and then I got to thinking. Even little Daniel, at 6 months old, needs a savior, the Savior. He does't need Him because Daniel has commited numerous sins (although he can produce some really stinky farts!). No, he needs Jesus for the same reason that I need Jesus, and that is to bridge the gap between me and God. I can't do that through good works, or thoughts, or massive donations, or numerous volunteer hours, or just being nice, or whatever. There is only one way to the Father and that is through Jesus (John 14:6).
I am so glad Mary was obedient to the Lord when he asked her to put her life aside in order to birth the Messiah. Without Jesus, what do I have, "for to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain" (Philippians 1:21). I hope that is how it is for you too!
I am thankful for...
1. not having to wear a winter coat today.
2. getting my Christmas cards done.
3. having a nice conversation with my sister-in-law, Carey. I wish she didn't live so far away!
4. Todd doing the dishes, as usual.
5. getting the royal treatment at the Honda dealer when I brought my van in to get the tires checked.
6. for the wonderful email I JUST received from Judy Prince. How encouraging!
7. my friend Amy Parrott, who keeps me accountable with scripture memorization and being a woman after God's own heart.
8. my mom and dad having so many really cool friends.
9. Brent and Carol Miller - pseudo-grandparents to James, Daniel, and Michael.
10. BEAR!
On Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays Michael goes to nursey school for a couple of hours, leaving time for Daniel and me to share together. I love this time with my little one. Most of the time is spent napping (and that goes for the both of us on some days!) However, during our "active play" time, we like to roll around on the floor, practice crawling, listen to music, and play with new grab toys. This morning I especially enjoyed the time we had together rocking in the chair right before I put him down for his nappy. I was talking with him about Christmas and why it is so important. I was telling him about Jesus and what He did for us so many years ago...and then I got to thinking. Even little Daniel, at 6 months old, needs a savior, the Savior. He does't need Him because Daniel has commited numerous sins (although he can produce some really stinky farts!). No, he needs Jesus for the same reason that I need Jesus, and that is to bridge the gap between me and God. I can't do that through good works, or thoughts, or massive donations, or numerous volunteer hours, or just being nice, or whatever. There is only one way to the Father and that is through Jesus (John 14:6).
I am so glad Mary was obedient to the Lord when he asked her to put her life aside in order to birth the Messiah. Without Jesus, what do I have, "for to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain" (Philippians 1:21). I hope that is how it is for you too!
I am thankful for...
1. not having to wear a winter coat today.
2. getting my Christmas cards done.
3. having a nice conversation with my sister-in-law, Carey. I wish she didn't live so far away!
4. Todd doing the dishes, as usual.
5. getting the royal treatment at the Honda dealer when I brought my van in to get the tires checked.
6. for the wonderful email I JUST received from Judy Prince. How encouraging!
7. my friend Amy Parrott, who keeps me accountable with scripture memorization and being a woman after God's own heart.
8. my mom and dad having so many really cool friends.
9. Brent and Carol Miller - pseudo-grandparents to James, Daniel, and Michael.
10. BEAR!
Sunday, December 11, 2005
Philippians 2:14
" Do everything without complaining or arguing..." Philippians 2:14.
Okay, my older son has yet to learn this valuable piece of advice from the Apostle Paul.
I am thankful for...
1. being able to smile at this picture, even though, when taking it, I was ready to pull my hair out!
2. a husband who sets such a wonderful example for his sons by loving and respecting his mother (and theirs!).
3. Anu's visit.
4. my dad getting the hours that he wanted at work.
5. God's everlasting gift of patience in my life. It is amazing how much more patient I am now compared to life before children.
6. Joe Horton, who often sends encouraging emails...thanks Joe!
7. Michael going poo poo in the potty today.
8. the promised peace of Christ, especially during a possibly hectic time of year.
9. sitting on the couch and watching America's Funniest Videos with Todd.
10. Mark being married to a woman with such a loving and Christ-centered family...Thank you Princes...all of you!
Saturday, December 10, 2005
Proverbs 31:28a
"Her children arise and call her blessed..." Proverbs 31:28a
My mother-in-law, Anu, is visiting this weekend, and she is such a gift to all of us. I can tell how important we are to her by the way she treats us and loves us, especially the children. Michael adores her, and his eyes light up when she enters the room. He can't wait to show her all of his toys and books and to bring her around the house pointing out all of the new and exciting things in his life. I am looking forward to watching her relationship with the boys blossom. I know that as they grow, she will continue to shower them with love and attention. God has blessed our lives with Anu, and I pray her life is blessed by us.
In honor of Anu, here is her Thankfulness list:
I am thankful for...
1. Todd and Amy buying me a ticket with their frequent flyer miles so that I can come to visit.
2. my three grandchildren.
3. my four kids.
4. being able to see Amy and Todd's Christmas Tree and putting two ornaments on it.
5. Todd thinking of me when he bought my Australian tree ornament.
6. the yummy lunch we had at Dean and Deluca...my treat!
7. Daniel's smile when someone pays attention to him.
8. neither boy drowning when I gave the boys a bath.
9. the wonderful meals that Amy makes on Saturday nights.
10. Michael "lighting up" when I come to visit.
Now, for my (AMY's) list:
1. spending my gift certificates at Ann Taylor Loft and getting some cute clothes.
2. Todd taking care of the boys while I was out shopping.
3. the yummy crab legs we are going to have tonight.
4. the yummy caramel macaroons we are going to have tonight.
5. Santa coming to visit the neighbor kids this morning and passing out Christmas books to everyone.
6. what the scale said this moring.
7. my sister-in-law Sarah have a heart of mercy in the society that is caked with sarcasm, suspicision, and self-interest. www.sarahprincefitz777.blogspot.com
8. my childhood nativity scene that I respectfully display every year.
9. my boys being asleep by 6:30pm.
10. great van.
My mother-in-law, Anu, is visiting this weekend, and she is such a gift to all of us. I can tell how important we are to her by the way she treats us and loves us, especially the children. Michael adores her, and his eyes light up when she enters the room. He can't wait to show her all of his toys and books and to bring her around the house pointing out all of the new and exciting things in his life. I am looking forward to watching her relationship with the boys blossom. I know that as they grow, she will continue to shower them with love and attention. God has blessed our lives with Anu, and I pray her life is blessed by us.
In honor of Anu, here is her Thankfulness list:
I am thankful for...
1. Todd and Amy buying me a ticket with their frequent flyer miles so that I can come to visit.
2. my three grandchildren.
3. my four kids.
4. being able to see Amy and Todd's Christmas Tree and putting two ornaments on it.
5. Todd thinking of me when he bought my Australian tree ornament.
6. the yummy lunch we had at Dean and Deluca...my treat!
7. Daniel's smile when someone pays attention to him.
8. neither boy drowning when I gave the boys a bath.
9. the wonderful meals that Amy makes on Saturday nights.
10. Michael "lighting up" when I come to visit.
Now, for my (AMY's) list:
1. spending my gift certificates at Ann Taylor Loft and getting some cute clothes.
2. Todd taking care of the boys while I was out shopping.
3. the yummy crab legs we are going to have tonight.
4. the yummy caramel macaroons we are going to have tonight.
5. Santa coming to visit the neighbor kids this morning and passing out Christmas books to everyone.
6. what the scale said this moring.
7. my sister-in-law Sarah have a heart of mercy in the society that is caked with sarcasm, suspicision, and self-interest. www.sarahprincefitz777.blogspot.com
8. my childhood nativity scene that I respectfully display every year.
9. my boys being asleep by 6:30pm.
10. great van.
Friday, December 09, 2005
Psalm 111:2
"Great are the works of the Lord. They are pondered by those who delight in them" Psalm 111:2.
I love my husband. He is my best friend. Psalm 111:2 is the first verse he memorized, about 2 years ago, and if you ask him, he'll gladly recite it for you. What he doesn't know is, he is one of the great works of the Lord that I often ponder...and of course, take great delight in doing so. But this verse has more than sentimental value for me. I often find myself pondering the great works of the Lord...the miracles of life. I look forward to my conversation with God during which he will reveal the secrets to life and such. I know I could easily go to scientists and gain scientifically intellectual answers for the "wows" of life, but I eagerly await to meet with the designer Himself. Sometimes I feel guilty for taking time out of my day to ponder, but it is necessary to do so. We need to set aside time to discover God's glory and bask in His radience. We must delight in what He has given us.
I have to admit that when Todd first picked this verse to memorize, I was rather dismayed. Why couldn"t he pick a power verse, a thriller, you know, a verse that makes you step back and take notice. But I have come to realize that Psalm 111:2 is complete with a dignity and beauty of its own. Through this verse, God gently reminds us of the creation He has made for his children.
I am thankful for...
1. not knowing all of the answers (or even most of them) and finding it necessary to lean on the Lord in every circumstance.
2. learning that it is the Lord upon whom I should lean.
3. Anu arriving safely into Charlotte tonight.
4. Todd coming home early today.
5. yummy homemade lasagna.
6. my neighborhood having a CHRISTMAS party.
7. not needing to receive a lot of gifts for Christams, but rather knowing what the true gift of Christmas really is.
8. oreo cookies.
9. the good time I have giving Michael and Daniel their baths every night.
10. how much my dad loves my mom.
I love my husband. He is my best friend. Psalm 111:2 is the first verse he memorized, about 2 years ago, and if you ask him, he'll gladly recite it for you. What he doesn't know is, he is one of the great works of the Lord that I often ponder...and of course, take great delight in doing so. But this verse has more than sentimental value for me. I often find myself pondering the great works of the Lord...the miracles of life. I look forward to my conversation with God during which he will reveal the secrets to life and such. I know I could easily go to scientists and gain scientifically intellectual answers for the "wows" of life, but I eagerly await to meet with the designer Himself. Sometimes I feel guilty for taking time out of my day to ponder, but it is necessary to do so. We need to set aside time to discover God's glory and bask in His radience. We must delight in what He has given us.
I have to admit that when Todd first picked this verse to memorize, I was rather dismayed. Why couldn"t he pick a power verse, a thriller, you know, a verse that makes you step back and take notice. But I have come to realize that Psalm 111:2 is complete with a dignity and beauty of its own. Through this verse, God gently reminds us of the creation He has made for his children.
I am thankful for...
1. not knowing all of the answers (or even most of them) and finding it necessary to lean on the Lord in every circumstance.
2. learning that it is the Lord upon whom I should lean.
3. Anu arriving safely into Charlotte tonight.
4. Todd coming home early today.
5. yummy homemade lasagna.
6. my neighborhood having a CHRISTMAS party.
7. not needing to receive a lot of gifts for Christams, but rather knowing what the true gift of Christmas really is.
8. oreo cookies.
9. the good time I have giving Michael and Daniel their baths every night.
10. how much my dad loves my mom.
Thursday, December 08, 2005
Matthew 7:4
"How can you say to your brother, 'Let me take the speck out of your eye,' when all the time there is a plank in your own eye?" Matthew 7:4
I was reminded of this verse today as I was steaming over what somebody else in my life is doing. How could this person be so inconsiderate and hurtful to family and friends? I just don't get it. I don't know about you, but when I start thinking like this, I also start thinking about how great I am; how I would never do something that bad. And if I did, I would certainly recognize it and stop immediately, asking for forgiveness from all I hurt. It is a very slippery slide, this thing called pride. I have to admit, the plank in my eye is pretty big, and my sins and faults are no less damaging than anyone else's. Damaging, that is, to my relationship with Christ. Instead of "steaming", I need to do some "teaming". I need to team up with Christ and live my life according to His will. By doing this, I will remain focused on Him rather than on other people.
I am thankful for...
1. the fun three-way phone call that my mom, Nonnie, and I had this morning.
2. getting some of my Christmas shopping done yesterday.
3. the neighbor boy, Noah, passing his blackbelt test...GO NOAH!
4. Michael waking up from his nap and then going back to sleep.
5. Todd's mom coming to visit us this weekend.
6. Christmas cards...hopefully we'll get ours out soon.
7. how comfy my bed is.
8. how cute Todd is when he pretends to put deodorant on Michael so that he can feel like a big boy.
9. how strong Daniel is getting.
10. the yummy chicken pot pie I had for dinner last night.
I was reminded of this verse today as I was steaming over what somebody else in my life is doing. How could this person be so inconsiderate and hurtful to family and friends? I just don't get it. I don't know about you, but when I start thinking like this, I also start thinking about how great I am; how I would never do something that bad. And if I did, I would certainly recognize it and stop immediately, asking for forgiveness from all I hurt. It is a very slippery slide, this thing called pride. I have to admit, the plank in my eye is pretty big, and my sins and faults are no less damaging than anyone else's. Damaging, that is, to my relationship with Christ. Instead of "steaming", I need to do some "teaming". I need to team up with Christ and live my life according to His will. By doing this, I will remain focused on Him rather than on other people.
I am thankful for...
1. the fun three-way phone call that my mom, Nonnie, and I had this morning.
2. getting some of my Christmas shopping done yesterday.
3. the neighbor boy, Noah, passing his blackbelt test...GO NOAH!
4. Michael waking up from his nap and then going back to sleep.
5. Todd's mom coming to visit us this weekend.
6. Christmas cards...hopefully we'll get ours out soon.
7. how comfy my bed is.
8. how cute Todd is when he pretends to put deodorant on Michael so that he can feel like a big boy.
9. how strong Daniel is getting.
10. the yummy chicken pot pie I had for dinner last night.
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Ecclesiastes 3:1
"There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven..." Ecclesiastes 3:1.
My second year of teaching 2nd grade was great. We were living in Ohio, and I was teaching at a very nice private school. I had 20 students in my class. One student, in particular, has always been very special to me. His name is Alex. When Alex was 7 and in the second grade, he was curious, energetic, sensitive, expressive, artistic, creative and what I call a "joyful handful". It took a lot of effort to channel Alex's talent, but it was well worth the effort. He was a very special student, and I have always remembered him fondly. It has been 4 years since I have taught Alex, however just the other day I reffered to him in a conversation I had with Todd. It just so happens, we believe our son, Michael, is a "joyful handful" for his teachers at pre-school. Of course, this reminded me of my year with Alex, and it brought a smile to my face. To my surprise, Alex called me last night, out of the blue, after four years. Apparantly my name came up in a family conversation, and he decided to call and catch up. What a wonderful gift!
Alex didn't know how perfectly timed his call was; but God knew. God placed Alex in my life during a specific "season" to prepare me for the son I was to have in a later "season". God's timing is always so exact and sweet. I am so thankful that Alex called me, and I am so very thankul that God has reminded me, yet again, how wonderful little boys can be!
I am thankful for...
1. Todd rescheduling his trip to Dallas.
2. old students who fondly remember me.
3. the silly noises Michael makes when he is protesting his nap.
4. Daniel being such a good boy while we ran errands today.
5. Miss Gina, Michael's teacher.
6. the return of bedtime bear.
7. Doritos.
8. my mom, Nonnie, and Howie going to Ben's every Tuesday.
9. a very comfy couch.
10. a full tank of gas. (for an okay price)
My second year of teaching 2nd grade was great. We were living in Ohio, and I was teaching at a very nice private school. I had 20 students in my class. One student, in particular, has always been very special to me. His name is Alex. When Alex was 7 and in the second grade, he was curious, energetic, sensitive, expressive, artistic, creative and what I call a "joyful handful". It took a lot of effort to channel Alex's talent, but it was well worth the effort. He was a very special student, and I have always remembered him fondly. It has been 4 years since I have taught Alex, however just the other day I reffered to him in a conversation I had with Todd. It just so happens, we believe our son, Michael, is a "joyful handful" for his teachers at pre-school. Of course, this reminded me of my year with Alex, and it brought a smile to my face. To my surprise, Alex called me last night, out of the blue, after four years. Apparantly my name came up in a family conversation, and he decided to call and catch up. What a wonderful gift!
Alex didn't know how perfectly timed his call was; but God knew. God placed Alex in my life during a specific "season" to prepare me for the son I was to have in a later "season". God's timing is always so exact and sweet. I am so thankful that Alex called me, and I am so very thankul that God has reminded me, yet again, how wonderful little boys can be!
I am thankful for...
1. Todd rescheduling his trip to Dallas.
2. old students who fondly remember me.
3. the silly noises Michael makes when he is protesting his nap.
4. Daniel being such a good boy while we ran errands today.
5. Miss Gina, Michael's teacher.
6. the return of bedtime bear.
7. Doritos.
8. my mom, Nonnie, and Howie going to Ben's every Tuesday.
9. a very comfy couch.
10. a full tank of gas. (for an okay price)
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
Proverbs 17:17
"A friend loves at all times..." Proverbs 17:17.
I met two of my wonderful friends for breakfast this morning at the Carolina Cafe. It just so happened, however, that I neglected to call the one friend to confirm our meeting and tell her where we were going to get together. Also, the other friend and I had to leave after a short time for errands and appointments. As I was leaving, I looked back to see my friend sitting at the table, alone, eating her bagle. I found myself taking comfort in Proverbs 17:17. Thank God, "a friend loves at all times...". I realize I may not always agree with my friends, or even like them, but if I am going to call myself a friend, then I must love at all times. Thank you Amy and Tricia for loving me at all times, especially when I forget to call, show up late, and have to leave early!
I am thankful for...
1. God sending wonderful friends into my life.
2. my best friend in the whole wide world...TODD.
3. the dream that my boys will be close friends someday.
4. being able to not comminucate with some friends for a really long time, yet having no problem catching up with them.
5. memories of friends from my past.
6. Michael's giggle when I mention the names of his friends during prayers before bed.
7. sharing clothes with friends.
8. random phone calls from friends.
9. random emails from friends.
10. the ever evolving relationship that I have with my mom, and that we can be more than mother and daughter, but life-long friends as well. I love you mom!
I met two of my wonderful friends for breakfast this morning at the Carolina Cafe. It just so happened, however, that I neglected to call the one friend to confirm our meeting and tell her where we were going to get together. Also, the other friend and I had to leave after a short time for errands and appointments. As I was leaving, I looked back to see my friend sitting at the table, alone, eating her bagle. I found myself taking comfort in Proverbs 17:17. Thank God, "a friend loves at all times...". I realize I may not always agree with my friends, or even like them, but if I am going to call myself a friend, then I must love at all times. Thank you Amy and Tricia for loving me at all times, especially when I forget to call, show up late, and have to leave early!
I am thankful for...
1. God sending wonderful friends into my life.
2. my best friend in the whole wide world...TODD.
3. the dream that my boys will be close friends someday.
4. being able to not comminucate with some friends for a really long time, yet having no problem catching up with them.
5. memories of friends from my past.
6. Michael's giggle when I mention the names of his friends during prayers before bed.
7. sharing clothes with friends.
8. random phone calls from friends.
9. random emails from friends.
10. the ever evolving relationship that I have with my mom, and that we can be more than mother and daughter, but life-long friends as well. I love you mom!
Monday, December 05, 2005
Daniel 9:4
"I prayed to the LORD my God and confessed: "O Lord, the great and awesome God, who keeps his covenant of love with all who love him and obey his commands,..." Daniel 9:4.
I was thinking this morning how great and awesome God is and I was of course reminded of the song, "Our God is an awsome God who reigns from heaven above with wisdom, power and love. Our God is an awesome God." I love that song. I love knowing that my God is an AWESOME God. So many people devote their lives to things and people that are unworthy of their devotion. I, however, do not fear that I am wasting my time or my devotion on the Lord. My God is great and awesome and no matter how patheic I become, and I can be really pathetic, God will keep His promises to me. Now that is something to be thankful for!
I am thankful for...
1. the awesomness of God.
2. Todd stripping the sheets off the bed this morning after Michael puked all over them and me.
3. left-over flank steak.
4. a wonderful small group filled with good friends.
5. cozy, fleece blankets.
6. Christmas bells.
7. Spaghetti MONDAYS!
8. my sister-in-law, Carey, who sent me a whole bunch of cute pictures of my very healthy nephew, James.
9. the fact that my friend, Amy, can "walk and talk" at the same time. :)
10. that like Daniel, from the Old Testament, the Lord will keep his covenant of love with me too.
I was thinking this morning how great and awesome God is and I was of course reminded of the song, "Our God is an awsome God who reigns from heaven above with wisdom, power and love. Our God is an awesome God." I love that song. I love knowing that my God is an AWESOME God. So many people devote their lives to things and people that are unworthy of their devotion. I, however, do not fear that I am wasting my time or my devotion on the Lord. My God is great and awesome and no matter how patheic I become, and I can be really pathetic, God will keep His promises to me. Now that is something to be thankful for!
I am thankful for...
1. the awesomness of God.
2. Todd stripping the sheets off the bed this morning after Michael puked all over them and me.
3. left-over flank steak.
4. a wonderful small group filled with good friends.
5. cozy, fleece blankets.
6. Christmas bells.
7. Spaghetti MONDAYS!
8. my sister-in-law, Carey, who sent me a whole bunch of cute pictures of my very healthy nephew, James.
9. the fact that my friend, Amy, can "walk and talk" at the same time. :)
10. that like Daniel, from the Old Testament, the Lord will keep his covenant of love with me too.
Sunday, December 04, 2005
John 14:6
"Jesus answered, "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me." John 14:6
I am thankful for...
1. knowing that Christ is the way, the truth and the life and knowing that I will be with the Father someday.
2. my pastor, who is not afraid to preach the truth about the Truth.
3. my very generous mother-in-law
4. rainy weather
5. how silly Michael's hair looks when he wakes up in the morning.
6. the boys having good personalities even though they are sick.
7. vanilla lattes
8. stars
9. paid bills
10. Sundays at home
I am thankful for...
1. knowing that Christ is the way, the truth and the life and knowing that I will be with the Father someday.
2. my pastor, who is not afraid to preach the truth about the Truth.
3. my very generous mother-in-law
4. rainy weather
5. how silly Michael's hair looks when he wakes up in the morning.
6. the boys having good personalities even though they are sick.
7. vanilla lattes
8. stars
9. paid bills
10. Sundays at home
Saturday, December 03, 2005
Psalm 107:1
"Give thanks to the Lord, for He is good; His love endures forever." Psalm 107:1
I am thankful for...
1. the Lord and that His love endures forever
2. how hard Todd works in Graduate school
3. how the boys make each other giggle
4. peanut butter...YUMMY!
5. Michael knowing how to use a tissue after he sneezes
6. Nonny and Howie being so interested in hearing stories about Michael
7. my mom's garage sale shopping talent
8. receiving packages at the door
9. my friend Michelle Rayborn, and how she is always so sweet on the phone
10. white Christmas lights
I am thankful for...
1. the Lord and that His love endures forever
2. how hard Todd works in Graduate school
3. how the boys make each other giggle
4. peanut butter...YUMMY!
5. Michael knowing how to use a tissue after he sneezes
6. Nonny and Howie being so interested in hearing stories about Michael
7. my mom's garage sale shopping talent
8. receiving packages at the door
9. my friend Michelle Rayborn, and how she is always so sweet on the phone
10. white Christmas lights
Friday, December 02, 2005
1 Thes. 5:16-18
Dear Family and Friends,
My loving sister-in-law, Sarah, has inspired me to do something new in my life. Everyday she shares 10 things for which she is thankful on her blogspot (www.sarahprincefitz777.blogspot.com). Over the past two weeks I have enjoyed reading her list and meditating on the things in my life for which I am thankful. As I was doing this, I was reminded of 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18 which states: "Be joyful always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus." My friend, Amy, and I have since committed this verse to memory. Being assurred of God's will for my life is definitely something to be thankful for!
While I am not always thankful FOR all circumstances (there are some painful things in my life that I wish were different), I have been reminded to be thankful IN all circumstances. It is my prayer that all of you can catch the "thankfulness fever" that has afflicted me.
I am also posting my thankfulness list as a testimony of my love for Christ. Unlike the Apostle Paul (and my sister-in-law Sarah), I struggle with sharing the good news of God's love and mercy with others. I pray that this exercise will help me grow spiritually as I continue to mature in God's love.
I hope you enjoy reading my Thankfulness List and that it brings a smile to your face. I bookmarked Sarah's blog in my toolbar and read it everyday. It serves as a gentle reminder to me that God is loving and merciful. I pray that my blog will serve in the same way for someone else.
God Bless, Amy
Being Thankful in All Circumstances
I am thankful for...
1. Jesus, the sacrifice he made for my sins, and the promise of eternity with him. (Acts 16:31)
2. my loving and wonderful husband, Todd
3. Michael and Daniel, two amazing blessings!
4. Sarah's love and commitment to the Lord and her wonderful examples
5. the yummy cup of tea that I am drinking right now
6. beautiful Christmas music that reminds me why we really celebrate Christmas
7. the blue sky and white puffy clouds that I can see out my window right now
8. my happy, sleeping baby Daniel
9. Todd's safe return from Australia
10. friends like you who are reading my Thankfulness List
My loving sister-in-law, Sarah, has inspired me to do something new in my life. Everyday she shares 10 things for which she is thankful on her blogspot (www.sarahprincefitz777.blogspot.com). Over the past two weeks I have enjoyed reading her list and meditating on the things in my life for which I am thankful. As I was doing this, I was reminded of 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18 which states: "Be joyful always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus." My friend, Amy, and I have since committed this verse to memory. Being assurred of God's will for my life is definitely something to be thankful for!
While I am not always thankful FOR all circumstances (there are some painful things in my life that I wish were different), I have been reminded to be thankful IN all circumstances. It is my prayer that all of you can catch the "thankfulness fever" that has afflicted me.
I am also posting my thankfulness list as a testimony of my love for Christ. Unlike the Apostle Paul (and my sister-in-law Sarah), I struggle with sharing the good news of God's love and mercy with others. I pray that this exercise will help me grow spiritually as I continue to mature in God's love.
I hope you enjoy reading my Thankfulness List and that it brings a smile to your face. I bookmarked Sarah's blog in my toolbar and read it everyday. It serves as a gentle reminder to me that God is loving and merciful. I pray that my blog will serve in the same way for someone else.
God Bless, Amy
Being Thankful in All Circumstances
I am thankful for...
1. Jesus, the sacrifice he made for my sins, and the promise of eternity with him. (Acts 16:31)
2. my loving and wonderful husband, Todd
3. Michael and Daniel, two amazing blessings!
4. Sarah's love and commitment to the Lord and her wonderful examples
5. the yummy cup of tea that I am drinking right now
6. beautiful Christmas music that reminds me why we really celebrate Christmas
7. the blue sky and white puffy clouds that I can see out my window right now
8. my happy, sleeping baby Daniel
9. Todd's safe return from Australia
10. friends like you who are reading my Thankfulness List
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